Yes it’s been a long time since I updated.
I don’t usually give accounts of my day or how I feel in this blog. Well, today was my first paper. I don’t wish to talk about it. After the paper my brain just felt weird. I didn’t feel like doing any revision when I got home. I’m looking forward to tomorrow where I’ll resume revising for my Maths and Orgn Theory papers.
I can’t wait to get done with the exams. I’m looking forward to certain things in particular during the holidays, namely: working out, getting a job, reading as much of the bible as I can, experiencing God more and more, going out. There are more I suppose. I don’t know why but I feel caged. I know that’s my lot(exams, academics) and I should be happy and grateful. But I can’t seem to give it, or everything my best. I can’t seem to go with full strength, vigour, energy, zest. Get the drift? Something’s holding me back. I need to find out what. Meanwhile I’ll try to give it my best, if I can sustain long enough.
I think I’m starting to be able to feel again. Whatever that means, on a future entry. It is time to slumber. 