If you were expecting the 1st post of The PG Diaries, well… I apologize. I’m still awaiting until I’ve confirmed that The Editor has approved of it; and the direction, style, that this work should take.
I’ll talk about today’s events instead.
I’m very thankful for Aaron today. Today was absolutely amazing. I was able to have the faith to loosen the reins and just let it flow, and hoho… I can’t even put it in words. There was a minor thing that I was a tiny bit irked at, but I knew that I wasn’t supposed to clarify it there and then. If there is an opportunity in the future, praise God for that. If not, praise God too =) The Lord Jesus Christ is my advocate, I needn’t do anything. He is on my side… but yet… aren’t we all on the same side? I don’t want judgement, if any, to be invoked. Oh Lord, please… by Your will, may You have grace and mercy on us. May You be gentle in your disciplining.
The old me (in the ancient blog that a few knew of), was very spiteful. Very ugly. Oh! How much I’ve changed since that. How much Daddy has changed me since then. You wouldn’t imagine the things I’d be capable of saying, the words I’d use.
Most ailments of the past 6 months seem to be gone. Knee is working fine, both soles are no longer hurting, heart and lungs seem to be working properly, I no longer get vertigo(if that’s what it was). I never knew what actually caused them. Other ailments still remain… Of these, I know the causes and remedy, but they require alot of discipline, obedience and faith to overcome.
I’ve been waiting for alot of green lights. But all I see this past year are a kaleidoscope of colourful lights, much akin to a disco ball that’s nauseatingly flashing them in random motion. If this carries on I think I’d succumb to an epileptic seizure of sorts. I think the problem is that I’ve been ignoring the red lights, or even amber lights. Warnings telling me to slow down, or even stop. This world tells us to go forward, keep moving, to actually go ‘forward’, suceeed, progress. But in the Lord’s Kingdom, slowing down, and stopping, might actually mean moving forward.
Thank You for being amazing, Daddy =) Amen.