I guess Suffolk & the Kitchen would have to wait, lol. I don’t know how they would come to pass in the near future.
In other news, today was a great day.
It’s 2.09am and I just reached home 
I just played long hours of basketball and had a long talk with a close friend. It’s been ages since I was able to keep up with this pace, and duration of playing ball. Phew, finally my fitness capacity is back to an ‘acceptable’ level. I seem to have gotten back a bit of the fadeaway shot that I used to be quite adept at… 12 years ago? Time flies. Back then I used the fadeaway because my repertoire of moves was meagre, and my knowledge of the game was little.
Earlier on I was at the library doing research. I was enjoying the research. This research is for ‘Bean’, which I hope to put forth via an online-digital medium. I’ve lost touch with web design for almost 6 years already. Ah, those were the days… but… yeah I need to find a webh0st soon too. Stay tuned for more on this project.
How would I describe now? As in the general state of things? It feels as though I have an unrestricted access to Daddy’s Grace now. One by one the impedances are removed. It’s like I’m better able to perform tasks and improve on the gifts and abilities I’ve been blessed with. In other words, I’m growing, less unhindered. Clarity, in a sense.
Oh, back at the CC, we were still balling when the lights were off. At one point in time, I don’t know why I looked up at the third floor. I could sense a ‘disturbance in the force’, if I can put it that way. It’s been quite some time since I’ve sensed such stuff. I might have some inkling as to the reason behind the ‘disturbance’, but I cannot divulge it now.
Seeing is believing, isn’t it? Why do I believe in something, I can’t see? What I mean is, I can’t see the stuff with my physical sight. Here I’m referring to two different things.
1) The ‘disturbance’.
2) Things that I think Daddy is saying to me.
I won’t delve too deep into the topic today. But really, I pray that I don’t see with human sight, or try to understand things based on human understanding. To clarify and not confuse readers, no, I’m not talking about a third eye. I know I shouldn’t leave my readers hanging with weird concepts(?), I do hope to explain them either thru this blog, or in person some day. But now’s not the time, I document these thoughts and happenings for the very purpose of facilitating my train of thought.
Oh Lord, by Your unending grace, may You enable me to have faith in the ‘unseen’ that You tell me of. That my hope & joy may be found in You. Amen.
*ps: unseen refers to what Daddy has told me about that is happening or will happen, but me lacking the faith to trust in Him.