January 15, 2009

Is this all make believe?

Filed under: Daily, Music, Arty

I just started picking up reading as a hobby, the last time I read this intently was in primary school (I left manga out of the equation). So much to read. And I’ve just subscribed to an audio book service =).  Been also hearing a lot of Daddy speaking to me, singing to me, serenading me even! So much to listen to. Been adding on quite a number of stuff on my ‘to learn’ list. So much to learn.

Read, Listen, and Learn. Ah! This is getting fun. Well, all these can’t quite begin until I get my spring cleaning done. And that isn’t quite fun. Argh.

Anyway, I just chanced upon a few songs by Casting Crowns which really piqued my interest in the band/group. I’ve heard of them before, but never really heard their songs & lyrics; Well, except for the familiar Who Am I. Their lyrical style is really unique. It’s not that literal, and consists of a lot of inner thoughts, ruminating if you would. Here are two songs in particular which are really deep. Paraphrasing from Wiki: Mark Hall, the lead vocalist, describes the band’s music as ‘a ministry of discipleship’. I like that. I like songs that cause people to think. I like making people think from another perspective, through the use of song, and it’s contained lyrics. That’s why I make sure to carefully choose the song set whenever I’m leading worship. I’ll pray for a theme/message that God wants to speak through me to His people, and structure the songs around that theme. Today’s entry will be abit different, I’ll embed videos to those songs in my entry, followed by the lyrics.

sit back and enjoy. No, scratch that. I don’t want you to sit back and enjoy. I want you to sit back, listen, then think.
I’m not going to use an LJ-CUT, oops this is not LJ. Er, I’m not going to use a ‘read-more’ tag for this post, so you’ll have to scroll through the entire entry :p

***Disclaimer! I do not regard the songs below as ‘Worship’ songs. Except for ‘Who am I’ perhaps, hmm. The other two are more of, cries, crying out.***


Who am I?

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wondering heart.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you’ve done.
Not because of what I’ve done.
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I’m calling,
Lord you catch me when I’m falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again
Who am I?
That the voice that calm the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am.
But because what of youve done.
Not because of what I’ve done.
But because of who you are. 

Casting Crowns - Does Anybody Hear Her

Does anybody hear her?

She is running
A hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction
She is trying
But the canyon’s ever widening
In the depths of her cold heart
So she sets out on another misadventure just to find
She’s another two years older
And she’s three more steps behind

Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?
Or does anybody even know she’s going down today
Under the shadow of our steeple
With all the lost and lonely people
Searching for the hope that’s tucked away in you and me
Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?

She is yearning
For shelter and affection
That she never found at home
She is searching
For a hero to ride in
To ride in and save the day
And in walks her prince charming
And he knows just what to say
Momentary lapse of reason
And she gives herself away

Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?
Or does anybody even know she’s going down today
Under the shadow of our steeple
With all the lost and lonely people
Searching for the hope that’s tucked away in you and me
Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?

If judgment looms under every steeple
If lofty glances from lofty people
Can’t see past her scarlet letter
And we’ve never even met her

If judgment looms under every steeple
If lofty glances from lofty people
Can’t see past her scarlet letter
And we’ve never even met her

If Judgement looms under every steeple
If lofty glances from lofty people
Can’t see past her scarlet letter
And we’ve never even met her

Never even met her
(Never Even Met her)

(OHHHHH)Does anybody hear her? Does anybody see?
Or does anybody even know she’s going down today
Under the shadow of our steeple
With all the lost and lonely people
Searching for the hope that’s tucked away in you and me

Does anybody hear her? (Does anybody hear her?) Does anybody see? (Does anybody See?)
Does anybody even know she’s going down today?
Under the shadow of our steeple (shadow of her steeple)
With all the lost and lonely people (Lost and Lonely people)
Searching for the hope that’s tucked away in you and me
Does anybody hear her? Does anybody see?

He is running a hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction


Stained glass masquerade

Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin’ so small

Cause when I take a look around
Everybody seems so strong
I know they’ll soon discover
That I don’t belong

So I tuck it all away, like everything’s okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe I’ll believe it too
So with a painted grin, I play the part again
So everyone will see me the way that I see them

*Chorus*
Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation’s open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On our stained glass masquerade

Is there anyone who’s been there
Are there any hands to raise
Am I the only one who’s traded
In the altar for a stage

The performance is CONVINCING
And we know every line by heart
Only when no one is watching
Can we really fall apart

But would it set me free
If I dared to let you see
The truth behind the person
That you imagine me to be

Would your arms be open
Or would you walk away
Would the love of Jesus
Be enough to make you stay

Chorus x2

Well if the invitation’s open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On our stained glass masquerade

Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin’ so small

January 6, 2009

Back to the drawing board…

Filed under: Daily, Arty
Me(?)
Lol. I await the day I can finally get that hairstyle, grrr. 
I won’t have much to post these days. Almost everything has been settled, and I’m in the midst of writing up the ‘gameplan’.
Stay tuned, as always.
November 28, 2008

I write

Filed under: Daily, Arty

I hereby announce that I’ll be writing a series entitled "The PG Diaries". If you’ve been noticing my msn nick/msg recently, you’ll see some of the titles there.

The PG Diaries is a fanfic on my own life, where I narrate my thoughts and life in a not so straightforward way… But yet I think it’d still be more coherent than the current style of writing.

I wanted to start writing my second book (Yes I actually authored a book, hohoho :x ), but no, I’m not supposed to work on it now. But I do await the day that I’ll be given the green light to do so. I just can’t wait for that day, if Daddy allows it to happen.

As for now… It’s time to rest. Stay tuned… to this blog.

April 10, 2008

Fforward>>

Filed under: Faith, Deep Thought, Arty

After eons, I’m ‘emo’ enough again to start writing prose. I put that within quotes, not because I’m really emo. I guess I’m just subsconsciously stressed about a multitude of stuff. Old readers would be familiar with this state of mind. I now recall, and understand that by writing my thoughts out in prose, and yet never explicitly explaining what I’m talking about is my way of relieving stress. I just forgot all about it. It’s really therapeutic to me. It’s my way of having a conversation with myself, straightening out my thoughts. And then somehow it sets me going again. Most of my poetry, prose… I try to compose tunes to go along with it. Someday, one day perhaps, you just might get to hear my song. Click the link below for the rest of the post.

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